This book is a mind-f*ck and Caleb is seriously one messed up mo-fo. Past hurts and revenge-driven motives understood – to a point. But man, this is one dark, twisted, disturbing book…so much so that I’m not sure how I feel about it. And what does it say about me that I'm still intrigued?Mostly I just feel frustrated. Are we to believe that Caleb actually loves Livvie? When in truth, it’s obvious he has no concept of love? I guess its one thing to label this book as erotica, but what it really is is borderline psychotic.I feel like I need to take a shower, exfoliate, and go watch "Sound of Music" or something to bring me out of the darkness...I'm torn about reading the 2nd installment. Curious, yes. But, kinda sickened to my stomach as well.